
HOLY HYPOCRITES
Podcast & Blog
What is this blog & podcast about?
"The purpose of this blog and podcast is my journey to reconstructing my faith after the Church and the pandemic shattered it."
Welcome to my corner of the internet. My name is Morgan. I am a 30-something disabled and chronically ill Christian. This blog & podcast is a space for me to speak on things I've been silent about. The topics discussed may be heavy and triggering for some, so here is your content warning.
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There are so many conversations that I believe people in my community and my circle aren't having.
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I have been a faithful, church attending, ministry serving, bible believing, gospel preaching, evangelizing, tongue talking, Holy Spirit filled, disciple of Christ since 2013.
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I was taught that being gay was a sin and that drinking, smoking, tattoos, and cursing were a one-way ticket to Hell. To fight for humanity and equality for all is missing the mark that Jesus set for us. Emotions and your heart are evil. You can love the sinner and hate the sin. And to never question the word of God, accepting it as 100% truth with no room for nuance or gray. Black and white, good and evil, right or wrong; everything exists in a binary with no deviations or exceptions. And all that was a lie.
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Because of my Autism, I never felt like I fit in with most groups of people, but I was content with that. I was happy. Things made sense. And then my whole sense of identity and safety was kicked out from under me. The pandemic changed everything. I never dreamed something could change and rattle my faith so drastically and alter how I see the world. And yet...here we are.
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When I look at Christianity now...I see something ugly and damaged that is farther away from the Jesus I love than I thought possible. It's time for me to unravel that.
This blog and podcast exist to open the door to tough conversations. For too long, his Kingdom has been complacent and silent about the wrong things. I'm tired of my voice echoing into the void.
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It's time for His kingdom to speak.
chronic illness
Living with
Crohn's Disease
and Dysautonomia.
christianity
How the
pandemic shifted my Christianity.
disability
Life as an Autistic person in addition to chronic illness and genetic conditions.
mental health
Depression, anxiety, OCD, and the challenge of mental illness.
Human Rights
Being a Christian and human rights issues.